buhay pag-ibig

Matagal tagal din ako hinde naka pag post ng entry dito...

Ngayon, i'am feeling sad...

Buhay pag-ibig? siguro..masarap pero masakit magmahal. Marami ako kakilala na ganyan ang problema. PAG-IBIG. Madalas kasi sa umpisa lang masaya. Sa umpisa halos walang sawang magka usap, magkatext, magkasama. Pero habang tumatagal nawawala na ang init ng pag-ibig.

Nagmahal din ako noon..tulad nang buhay pag-ibig nawala din pa unti-unti hanggang sa tuluyan na naglaho na parang bula. hays...masakit talaga minsan tanggapin kung bakit ganun ang kinahinatnan. Nag-iisip ka tuloy anu ba kulang sa akin? may nagawa ba akong mali? halos ibigay ko sa kanyan lahat..nasa kanya lang ang buong attention ko..pero iniwan pa rin ako..nanlumo ako..umiyak bawat gabi na naiisip mo siya pero wala ako magawa kasi hanggang doon na lang talaga. :(

Kaya ngayon, parang natakot ako magmahal ulit at baka ganun naman ang mangyari..minsan umaabot ako sa punto na halos kasuklaman ko lahat ng mga lalaki. Pero whatever there reason choice nila yun eh. Mahirap mag pilit kung ayaw. all you have to do is to let go and move on. not just move on but move forward. It's definitely time to move on when you do not feel accepted or appreciated.

I'm not gonna hold too long to what's never meant..sometines i need to set things free..before it totally kills me..

I had realized that love is not enough to make a relationship work. We need trust, respect, time, effort and total commitment. If a person doesn't show respect, doesn't earn your trust and cannot keep a promise. then no matter how many times they say "iloveyou" those words will be empty. take time to listen to what they don't say. take time to look at what they dont show because there are secret hidden beneath their words. So do not let passion but wisdom decide for you. Love wisely because its never easy to love and get hurt...